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[Jan. 7th, 2006|01:46 pm] |
WHAT THE FUCK GUYS????????????????????????????????????????????????
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| drive by the water tower. |
[Sep. 28th, 2005|12:46 pm] |
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| | led zeppelin : heartbreaker. | ] |
-i haven't been out on my bike in days. let's change that.
-i dropped my math class. fuck that shit.
-i just started the tibetan art of positive thinking.
-herbie and i are supposed to be hanging out today, but i kind of get the feeling i'm going to be dicked over. edit: SHITHEAD. i am psychic.
-corey is the funnest person on the face of this earth.
-going with brittany tonight to get her septum pierced.
-i am so glad that i'm not working anymore.
-i haven't been drunk in over a month. isn't this college? |
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| wtfffffffffff |
[Sep. 27th, 2005|11:03 pm] |
i just had one of the most amusing conversations i've ever had.
being 2 nice: yeah i know but i mean ur bi and a femenist and im really not into either so eh
break up cars: hahaha.
break up cars: do you even know what feminism is?
being 2 nice: you explained it to me
break up cars: and what's wrong with bisexuality?
being 2 nice: and i dont care
break up cars: you are so weird.
being 2 nice: im a masculist
being 2 nice: but im not for equality
break up cars: there's no such thing
being 2 nice: i made it up
break up cars: i know.
being 2 nice: i think men are better than women
being 2 nice: what
being 2 nice: yep
break up cars: haha wow.
being 2 nice: id love to see a girl do my job
being 2 nice: it wouldnt be efficient at all
being 2 nice: so just stop bothering me
break up cars: haha oh my god.
being 2 nice: and in the mean time, scrath off that femenist tattooo
being 2 nice: scratch
break up cars: i just try to make friends and i end up meeting shitheads like you.
being 2 nice: yeah i know my bad |
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| not about love |
[Sep. 23rd, 2005|07:03 pm] |
"so good-bye, my dear, and amen. here's hoping we meet now and then. it was great fun, but it was just one of those things."
i was just hit by this wave of nostalgia for those three loved ones that i lost during the first four months of this year. it never ceases to amaze me how those huge things come back, hitting as hard as they did when i got the news. it leaves one of those all-too-cliche feelings in my stomach, not a sick one-- but more of a empty, aching one.
i'm leaving people and losing people left and right. it seems i can't stay in one place at once; i have to keep moving on and letting go to facilitate growth and heartache.
everyone has left the village to go home. all of the lights i would see during the weekdays are now blinds. it's a ghost town. as for those of us who don't have the luxury to travel home, we seem to isolate ourselves in our rooms in response to the rapid outflux of friends and entertainment.
my family hasn't stopped calling me and leaving me messages. they're more worried about me than i ever was about myself.
p.s. i quit my job. |
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| light up a new joint. |
[Sep. 22nd, 2005|11:30 pm] |
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all i have to say is thank god for herbert fitzgerald and this paranoid campout. |
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| this is bad news. |
[Sep. 22nd, 2005|12:28 pm] |
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someone broke into my room last night. while i was sleeping. |
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| ha! |
[Sep. 22nd, 2005|09:29 am] |
You are a
Social Liberal
(88% permissive)
and an...
Economic Liberal
(13% permissive)
You are best described as a:
Socialist
Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid |
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| village shit. |
[Sep. 21st, 2005|01:04 am] |
early this morning around 230am, two more village students were robbed at gunpoint in the turnaround.
WHAT THE FUCK? |
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| against the rules, kind of. |
[Sep. 18th, 2005|09:02 pm] |
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| | dolly parton. | ] |
i've gotten to the point where i can't sleep in any bed alone.
i'm at work downing coffee as fast as possible. i still have to read for english and do some studying. i don't get back from work until 12:15am. and then i smoke like a chimney and read and sit on my bed by my open window in my underwear.
i would be lying my face off if i said i didn't love my life.
last night, josh, valerie, justin, and a few others watched our friend trip his balls off. i have to say it was mighty amusing-- amusing enough for us to tape it and make evan wagner watch it with us again.
walking around the village with drunk/intoxicated (on many levels) friends is hilarious. i was the babysitter. it gives me a new perspective. but no, i'm not quitting... not even close.
so last night, i was told that matt gets a comfortable vibe around me. best compliment i've ever recieved. |
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| this is not about love. |
[Sep. 14th, 2005|08:25 pm] |
so last night rita mae brown came to visit outwrite and do a reading/signing. that woman is an amazing speaker. i haven't read anything of hers, but she read from the first chapter of her new novel, the hunt ball and i want to read it badly. she has such wonderful, eye-opening views on politics. i really was amazed. one thing she mentioned went like this:
"everyone acts like democrats and republicans are so different. and they aren't. it's like the difference between syphilis & gonorrhea."
i really love my job. i'm meeting amazing men, amazing friends, amazing writers. it's the best place to be. i feel like i'm finally in a place where i feel comfortable, happy, and lucky. i am loving college (for the most part!), loving my friends, and loving the city. i really feel at home here.
tonight, i get the visit the wonderful gene leath. it's been months... too long!
also, i've stopped having dreams about him. it's good because i don't wake up feeling sick and lost anymore. |
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| fagz |
[Sep. 13th, 2005|10:35 am] |
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| |  high | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | fiona apple : get him back. | ] |
tonight can be summed up by one photo:
&one song: the techno version of "I JUST DIED IN YOUR ARMS TONIGHT". |
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| homesick at space campppp |
[Sep. 12th, 2005|10:38 pm] |
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i just saw a car that looked like my mom's and i got this horrible pang of homesickness. ewww. i want to be home. |
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| sick suck. |
[Sep. 11th, 2005|01:04 am] |
i woke up this morning at andrew's with a killer headache. now i'm feeling terrible-- shaky, hot/cold, & just awful. i am such a baby.
i have to go into work at 4. i might stay halfway through the shift. brittany is coming over to hang out for a little bit soon, though, so that makes me happy.
my tattoo itches.
it really makes me happy to hear more and more gay men & women referring to their partners as their "husband" or "wife". i really hope we'll get there soon, guys.
i am vowing not to skip class for a really long time. it's a really shitty idea.
i got my nose stud changed out yesterday. i like this one better. gigi is so nice, i like her a lot.
i shouldn't have taken five classes. it's too much to keep up with freshman year. my teachers all use different ways to post stuff online, so i have to check 5 different goddamn e-mails & it's a pain in the ass. and i have about 200 papers/reports due within the next two weeks. college is stupid. i like it but i hate it.
the fucking fifth floor in olympia smells like BREAKFAST SAUSAGE, it's disgusting.
i don't miss having a television at all. tv is stupid, kill it. i was so sick of hearing all of these terrible things and wasting time on terrible shows at home. i am much more upbeat, attentive, and happy now. i hate the news. |
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| the verse i lay. |
[Sep. 10th, 2005|01:02 am] |
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| | rested & content. | ] |
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| | jason mraz : wordplay. | ] |
it really bothers me that people i was NOT friends with at all in high school act like we're buddy-buddy and add me on facebook. you didn't like that whole queer thing-- WE'RE STILL NOT FRIENDS.
i woke up to a beautiful girl lying next to me. with awesome memories of last night. i love megan & tomas, & sammy, & erin dodd and her roommate! i really had a great time. joe's on juniper is such a fun, happy place.
i want to take brittany out to some beautiful place, or restaurant. i want to treat her like a queen.
my tattoo is peeling and crap. eww gross. |
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| the washer smelled like weed. |
[Sep. 9th, 2005|03:35 am] |
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| |  amused | ] |
hahahha my motherfucking piece just went through the washer like a goddamn dirty shirt. |
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| rude men. |
[Sep. 8th, 2005|12:13 pm] |
it would be really awesome if i could ride my bike down north avenue without being yelled at by every single male i pass.
also, while i was peeing today i blew my nose and my nose ring came out. it was awesome. it would have sucked if it had fallen down the toilet.
i am super pissed that there is a dodgeball game on the village lawn right now. what the fuck. shut up and go to bed
p.s. brittany is coming into atlanta tomorrow and it makes me really really happy
( haha uhh ) |
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| 20 useless facts. |
[Sep. 8th, 2005|09:57 am] |
write 20 random facts about yourself then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts.
Start: 9:58am
1. i'm in the pullen library.
2. a bunch of ink washed off of my arm this morning and it was weird.
3. phil came over last night and we watched part of boys don't cry. i can never seem to finish that movie.
4. i love my tattoo.
5. i can't wait to get my next one.
6. i should be studying.
7. i have to work today.
8. i have approximately four crushes at the moment.
9. i am really excited about this weekend.
10. i have my nose pierced.
11. i don't like my next two classes.
12. my women's studies teacher acts like she knows everything and it pisses me off.
13. i love the fact that i see people all around atlanta that i know because of outwrite.
14. i'm really tired.
15. i am really confused about what i want to major in.
16. i just realized that one of my roommates is a total bitch.
17. i like seeing evan everywhere, he is a nice guy.
18. stevie, jake & i are going to get an equal sign tattoo like chris martin from coldplay.
19. i just turned eighteen.
20. i hate creepy myspace people/messages.
End: 10:03am
i am lazy. tag yourself. |
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| whaaat |
[Sep. 7th, 2005|06:02 pm] |
holy shit my arm is going to fall off.
butttt my tattoo looks awesome.
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| happy birthday freddie mercury. |
[Sep. 5th, 2005|12:56 pm] |
holy shit we sold so much black porn this weekend.
okay so maybe i like dancing at work. especially when we're playing the "we love disco" compilation...
and so maybe i like being told to "work it!" by black drag queens.
and maybe some really cute girl asked me for my number tonight.
and so maybe I LOVE MY JOBBBB.
i have an eight o'clock class in the morning, i am naked but i have to pee, i wish two people would call me back, and weston and i are hanging out tomorrow night.
and i'm spent. |
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| ouch. |
[Sep. 4th, 2005|10:38 am] |
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| | what the fuck! | ] |
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| | bloc party : positive tension. | ] |
so i was trying to save this bug from certain death (by my dog or cat), so i picked it up to take it outside and it BIT ME. it still hurts. fuck you. ungrateful bastard.
i know there's such a thing as sympathy crying, but is there sympathy anger? because if there is, i suffer from it.
i like a boy and a girl. it's kind of confusing, but it's nice being able to spend time with new, friendly people... it makes me happy. i'm not looking for a relationship, but dating is fun... i like being able to meet so many new people.
& country songs still have the best lyrics.
p.s. go buy the new eric clapton cd! |
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| perspective. |
[Sep. 1st, 2005|08:06 am] |
i wish all of these bad things would stop happening in the world. it makes me grateful, but really upset... i can't help but realize more and more that we are so lucky... we aren't in iraq, palestine, or israel facing sporadic violence every day. we arent in new orleans or the gulf coast... we have roofs over our heads and food on the table.
and we are worried about the price of gas.
i completely understand your predicament-- i used to complain all the time because of the cost to fill up my car at home. it sucks-- money is tight, i know. but i think it's time for a paradigm shift. we are so, so lucky to have what we have. |
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| cheer up for once. |
[Sep. 1st, 2005|12:31 am] |
everyone shut the fuck up about gas.
the wonderful thing about my job: gay men seem to throw compliments out like nobody's business. today, i was told that my nose stud was "fabulous" & that my highlights were "fantastic". my supervisor tonight was really cranky, which seems to be a constant state for him. bum out. he told me i did a nice job tonight though, so that makes up for it. kind of.
apparently we aren't supposed to have any piercings besides our ears. i did not know this until this afternoon... so they're letting me keep it. which is good, because when i found out i almost cried.
i hate money so much.
brittany is coming with me to get my tattoo on friday afternoon. i can't even begin to tell you how happy i am about this. about everything. |
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| everything to lose. |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|01:09 pm] |
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| | fall out boy : a little less 16candles. | ] |
( good friends, good times )
i can't wait for friday. FRIENDS, JOE'S, AND A BEAUTIFUL GIRL. my life is pretty damn amazing.
i finally got my bike here this weekend. the best birthday present ever is having it back. and tomas said it best last nite: "fuck the heat, i love my seat!" |
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| happy birthday to meee. |
[Aug. 30th, 2005|07:25 am] |
ITS MY BIRTHDAY PACHOWWWWW
after class i'm gettin my nose pierced. then my family is comin down from the lovely cherokee county to take me to eat at olive garden. and then i am going with graham to get his tattoo touched up & i gotta make an appt. for mine... and then we are going over to meghan's where tomass is cooking and we are going to watch miami ink like a big happy family. i love everyone.
p.s. i just fell on my goddamn ass in the middle of the gcb. it was awesome. i thought it was funny as hell but everyone gasped and just stared. people have no sense of humor.
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| get out of this one. |
[Aug. 28th, 2005|06:11 pm] |
work today was pretty awesome. i was confused but it's okay because i will learn shit soon. and i didn't know atlanta had so many gay people until today... holy shit. chris came and read and stuff and picked me up. that made me happy.
so now we are drinking and i still have a headache from friday. i am not cranky anymore |
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| pathetic. |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|11:25 pm] |
i should probably stop
a)listening to the requiem for a dream soundtrack
b) thinking about a certain person |
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| ants and maybe sorry. |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|08:03 pm] |
THERE ARE ANTS ALL OVER THE PLACE IN MY KITCHEN RIGHT NOW. HOLY FUCK.
i apologize for any drunken crankiness i displayed last night. tim informed me of that this morning, and i feel kind of bad. sorry.
i think i am sick. i am losing my voice. |
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| those chaser things, kevin. |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|08:28 am] |
last night made me hate a lot of people even more. seriously, don't come to my place if i don't like you or you don't like me.
but i am so glad that those that i love came out... and i loved my presents.
however, best birthday present ever: my dog & family in piedmont park.
i have a bunch of stuff left over from last night for some reason (uhh?) so let me know and we can knock a few back.
i have the worst headache in the entire world. but thanks kevin for my anti-hangover vitamins or whatever. haha.
i got kissed by a really beautiful, drunk girl last night. those who stayed can vouch that i repeated, "that girl kissed me" about a hundred times.
i'm going back to home to see my family, dog, and alex turner. what a week. |
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| party at my house. |
[Aug. 26th, 2005|02:13 pm] |
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| | millencolin : farewell my hell. | ] |
so tonight is my party. there are 9 balloons in my living room right now. i accidentally popped one.
all justin and i do is listen to righteous jams & smoke cigars. and he tells me that my love life is pathetic.
happy birthday to me in 3 days-ish.
cranky people piss me the fuck off.
PAthFIndER Ws6: I told my roommate today that I wish I could freeze this day in time and do a "Groundhog Day" style loop of it over and over
PAthFIndER Ws6: in college at a major fun party school, great job, plenty of money in the bank to cover my bills which pale in comparison to after college, just feel great all around
PAthFIndER Ws6: everyday is a frickin' joy and they never last long enough |
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| dorms. |
[Aug. 24th, 2005|01:58 pm] |
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| | sleepy. | ] |
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| | bloc party : so here we are. | ] |
( dorms so far )
i'm loving life so much!
but really... don't talk to me or be nice to my face if you don't like me. it doesn't make sense otherwise.
justin and i went to eats this afternoon and i think my stomach may explode because i ate so much good pasta. and a kickass brownie. holy crap i love my life.
BUT FUCK THE PANTHER EXPRESS.
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| loaded on gin. |
[Aug. 23rd, 2005|09:17 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | headache. | ] |
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| | ben harper : when it's good. | ] |
i should be reading but i'm not.
the indigo girls are going to be playing at the chastain park ampitheatre on september 10th. tickets for lawn seating are $28.50. get in contact with me if you'd like to join me.
class today was great. my history class is going to be difficult... i'm terrible at factual information anyways. but my teacher seems interesting, & he talked about his dog when he introduced himself.
however, my women's studies class is full of beautiful women (some of which will be very, very angry by the time this class is over) & several eager men. it makes me so happy to know that these minds will be engaged, educated, and ready to make changes.
my sociology (sexuality & society) class is full of giggly boys who are in the class because the word "sex" is in the title. however, we cover bisexuality... a term/topic that has been missing in many of my readings/discussions. i'm nervous, however... if you know me well, you know that (straight) pornography makes me sick to my stomach (i can deal with gay/lesbian for some reason). most of what we'll be watching is supposed to be graphic. i can deal, but i'm such a baby sometimes.
so i have officially met my soulmate. he & i went to little five this afternoon. we were going to stop at charis, but it closed because it knew we were coming. we ate pizza, and a conversation about gay pride came up. he asked if i had gone this summer, to which i answered no because i had been in alaska. he also said that he didn't go, "i mean... i don't have a problem with being gay, i just don't know how proud i am about it." to which i exclaimed, "YOU'RE GAY?"... the entire pizza parlor looked up at us.
and yes, my gaydar has failed miserably again. brian, i'm sure you'll get a kick out of this, as always.
william and i both have terrible gaydar, we love dogs & they are our best friends & they sleep on our beds, we love drinking & getting stoned, we are gay, we both wore vans today, we're both failed christians, we wipe the grease off of our pizza, and we're both basically the most awesome people ever.
i'm about to go over to his place for stella, drinking, and soulmate times.
i miss my dog so much. seriously. why can't i talk to her on the phone? seriously, fuck god for making dogs non-english-speaking.
i miss someone. guess who. |
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| go to bed |
[Aug. 21st, 2005|05:33 am] |
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| | tired as shit | ] |
i just came to the conclusion that chris allen NEVER SLEEPS EVER. fuccccck. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 20th, 2005|10:42 am] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | eric clapton : lay down sally. | ] |
so last night was an adventure, to say the least. i ended up getting off at the wrong stop at briarcliff (because i am an IDIOT), so i was stranded by myself with a goddamn plate of cookies in my hand around 9pm. needless to say, i was scared (am i really admitting that?), and i kept turning around every two seconds to make sure some creepy person wasn't following me. i walked for miles and got a rather PAINFUL blister on my pointer (...?) toe. wah! meghan, the greatest woman alive, finally came to my rescue, which i am eternally grateful for. i can't even begin to explain how relieved i was when she & brittany pulled up next to me.
anyways, here are a few pictures from last nite:
lindbergh station.
eric's face is awesome; i don't know what meghan is doing.
THE GIRL IN THE MIDDLE IS SO FUCKING CUTE.
recent realizations:
-MY TOE FUCKING HURTS HOLY SHIT.
-having to go down 5 floors to smoke a cigarette is probably the worst idea in the entire world.
-brandon gorman is going to be living on the 10th floor of my building. i haven't seen him in YEARS.
-my dormmates, other than ciara, are never around!
-icy orange juice isn't very good. at all.
-my dorm room is kinda small. i need some art/posters to make it home-y.
-i've been neglecting ani lately, which should be punishable by death.
-i learned something about someone last night, and i don't like that person anymore.
-mister chris allen calls me at weird times (say... 4:30am) and says very random things that make me laugh.
-in the course of a little over 24 hours, i have become used to the constant noise of police sirens.
and also, to that boy that was screaming outside of my window last night, SHUT UP DUMMY. i was on the 5th floor sleeping and i could still hear your entire conversation. indoor voice when you're outside my window, please!
and one more thing: mimi chakarova. she does beautiful documentary photography all over the world. |
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