ellen.

getyrsleep @ 2006-01-07T13:46:00

2006-01-07T18:46:38Z

WHAT THE FUCK GUYS????????????????????????????????????????????????

whiskeygrove

dummies

getyrsleep @ 2005-12-20T16:45:00

2005-12-20T22:45:40Z

i live here now.

whiskeygrove

plus the i'm so excited.

2005-09-30T19:25:40Z

so.

TONIGHT IS MINUS THE MOTHERFUCKING BEAR.

y'all suck.

photos.

2005-09-29T21:54:40Z

what happens when weston & jamie come over.

it wasn't even brandon's birthday. liar.

not me.

how we roll.

philzilla.

aww megjam and tomas.

MY FACE.

drive by the water tower.

2005-09-28T16:47:50Z

-i haven't been out on my bike in days. let's change that.
-i dropped my math class. fuck that shit.
-i just started the tibetan art of positive thinking.
-herbie and i are supposed to be hanging out today, but i kind of get the feeling i'm going to be dicked over. edit: SHITHEAD. i am psychic.
-corey is the funnest person on the face of this earth.
-going with brittany tonight to get her septum pierced.
-i am so glad that i'm not working anymore.
-i haven't been drunk in over a month. isn't this college?

wtfffffffffff

2005-09-28T03:05:57Z

i just had one of the most amusing conversations i've ever had.

being 2 nice: yeah i know but i mean ur bi and a femenist and im really not into either so eh
break up cars: hahaha.
break up cars: do you even know what feminism is?
being 2 nice: you explained it to me
break up cars: and what's wrong with bisexuality?
being 2 nice: and i dont care
break up cars: you are so weird.
being 2 nice: im a masculist
being 2 nice: but im not for equality
break up cars: there's no such thing
being 2 nice: i made it up
break up cars: i know.
being 2 nice: i think men are better than women
being 2 nice: what
being 2 nice: yep
break up cars: haha wow.
being 2 nice: id love to see a girl do my job
being 2 nice: it wouldnt be efficient at all
being 2 nice: so just stop bothering me
break up cars: haha oh my god.
being 2 nice: and in the mean time, scrath off that femenist tattooo
being 2 nice: scratch
break up cars: i just try to make friends and i end up meeting shitheads like you.
being 2 nice: yeah i know my bad

not about love

2005-09-23T23:04:13Z

"so good-bye, my dear, and amen. here's hoping we meet now and then. it was great fun, but it was just one of those things."

i was just hit by this wave of nostalgia for those three loved ones that i lost during the first four months of this year. it never ceases to amaze me how those huge things come back, hitting as hard as they did when i got the news. it leaves one of those all-too-cliche feelings in my stomach, not a sick one-- but more of a empty, aching one.

i'm leaving people and losing people left and right. it seems i can't stay in one place at once; i have to keep moving on and letting go to facilitate growth and heartache.

everyone has left the village to go home. all of the lights i would see during the weekdays are now blinds. it's a ghost town. as for those of us who don't have the luxury to travel home, we seem to isolate ourselves in our rooms in response to the rapid outflux of friends and entertainment.

my family hasn't stopped calling me and leaving me messages. they're more worried about me than i ever was about myself.

p.s. i quit my job.

light up a new joint.

2005-09-23T03:31:00Z

all i have to say is thank god for herbert fitzgerald and this paranoid campout.

this is bad news.

2005-09-22T17:28:24Z

someone broke into my room last night. while i was sleeping.

ha!

2005-09-22T13:29:17Z

You are a
Social Liberal
(88% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(13% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Socialist

Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid

village shit.

2005-09-21T05:10:05Z

early this morning around 230am, two more village students were robbed at gunpoint in the turnaround.
WHAT THE FUCK?

against the rules, kind of.

2005-09-19T01:10:27Z

i've gotten to the point where i can't sleep in any bed alone.

i'm at work downing coffee as fast as possible. i still have to read for english and do some studying. i don't get back from work until 12:15am. and then i smoke like a chimney and read and sit on my bed by my open window in my underwear.

i would be lying my face off if i said i didn't love my life.

last night, josh, valerie, justin, and a few others watched our friend trip his balls off. i have to say it was mighty amusing-- amusing enough for us to tape it and make evan wagner watch it with us again.

walking around the village with drunk/intoxicated (on many levels) friends is hilarious. i was the babysitter. it gives me a new perspective. but no, i'm not quitting... not even close.

so last night, i was told that matt gets a comfortable vibe around me. best compliment i've ever recieved.

plans with people that don't break them.

2005-09-17T21:07:57Z

tonight: dinner with brittany, my mother, and my brother.
i'm looking forward to it.

this is not about love.

2005-09-15T12:33:31Z

so last night rita mae brown came to visit outwrite and do a reading/signing. that woman is an amazing speaker. i haven't read anything of hers, but she read from the first chapter of her new novel, the hunt ball and i want to read it badly. she has such wonderful, eye-opening views on politics. i really was amazed. one thing she mentioned went like this:

"everyone acts like democrats and republicans are so different. and they aren't. it's like the difference between syphilis & gonorrhea."

i really love my job. i'm meeting amazing men, amazing friends, amazing writers. it's the best place to be. i feel like i'm finally in a place where i feel comfortable, happy, and lucky. i am loving college (for the most part!), loving my friends, and loving the city. i really feel at home here.

tonight, i get the visit the wonderful gene leath. it's been months... too long!

also, i've stopped having dreams about him. it's good because i don't wake up feeling sick and lost anymore.

fagz

2005-09-14T02:36:11Z

tonight can be summed up by one photo:

&one song: the techno version of "I JUST DIED IN YOUR ARMS TONIGHT".

homesick at space campppp

2005-09-13T02:41:33Z

i just saw a car that looked like my mom's and i got this horrible pang of homesickness. ewww. i want to be home.

sick suck.

2005-09-11T17:07:33Z

i woke up this morning at andrew's with a killer headache. now i'm feeling terrible-- shaky, hot/cold, & just awful. i am such a baby.

i have to go into work at 4. i might stay halfway through the shift. brittany is coming over to hang out for a little bit soon, though, so that makes me happy.

my tattoo itches.

it really makes me happy to hear more and more gay men & women referring to their partners as their "husband" or "wife". i really hope we'll get there soon, guys.

i am vowing not to skip class for a really long time. it's a really shitty idea.

i got my nose stud changed out yesterday. i like this one better. gigi is so nice, i like her a lot.

i shouldn't have taken five classes. it's too much to keep up with freshman year. my teachers all use different ways to post stuff online, so i have to check 5 different goddamn e-mails & it's a pain in the ass. and i have about 200 papers/reports due within the next two weeks. college is stupid. i like it but i hate it.

the fucking fifth floor in olympia smells like BREAKFAST SAUSAGE, it's disgusting.

i don't miss having a television at all. tv is stupid, kill it. i was so sick of hearing all of these terrible things and wasting time on terrible shows at home. i am much more upbeat, attentive, and happy now. i hate the news.

the verse i lay.

2005-09-10T17:09:59Z

it really bothers me that people i was NOT friends with at all in high school act like we're buddy-buddy and add me on facebook. you didn't like that whole queer thing-- WE'RE STILL NOT FRIENDS.

i woke up to a beautiful girl lying next to me. with awesome memories of last night. i love megan & tomas, & sammy, & erin dodd and her roommate! i really had a great time. joe's on juniper is such a fun, happy place.

i want to take brittany out to some beautiful place, or restaurant. i want to treat her like a queen.

my tattoo is peeling and crap. eww gross.

the washer smelled like weed.

2005-09-09T19:35:43Z

hahahha my motherfucking piece just went through the washer like a goddamn dirty shirt.

rude men.

2005-09-09T04:14:10Z

it would be really awesome if i could ride my bike down north avenue without being yelled at by every single male i pass.

also, while i was peeing today i blew my nose and my nose ring came out. it was awesome. it would have sucked if it had fallen down the toilet.

i am super pissed that there is a dodgeball game on the village lawn right now. what the fuck. shut up and go to bed

p.s. brittany is coming into atlanta tomorrow and it makes me really really happy

i love what an idiot i am but i hate the way my face looks and how bad that wine tasted.

20 useless facts.

2005-09-08T14:04:33Z

write 20 random facts about yourself then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts.

Start: 9:58am

1. i'm in the pullen library.
2. a bunch of ink washed off of my arm this morning and it was weird.
3. phil came over last night and we watched part of boys don't cry. i can never seem to finish that movie.
4. i love my tattoo.
5. i can't wait to get my next one.
6. i should be studying.
7. i have to work today.
8. i have approximately four crushes at the moment.
9. i am really excited about this weekend.
10. i have my nose pierced.
11. i don't like my next two classes.
12. my women's studies teacher acts like she knows everything and it pisses me off.
13. i love the fact that i see people all around atlanta that i know because of outwrite.
14. i'm really tired.
15. i am really confused about what i want to major in.
16. i just realized that one of my roommates is a total bitch.
17. i like seeing evan everywhere, he is a nice guy.
18. stevie, jake & i are going to get an equal sign tattoo like chris martin from coldplay.
19. i just turned eighteen.
20. i hate creepy myspace people/messages.

End: 10:03am

i am lazy. tag yourself.

whaaat

2005-09-07T19:14:07Z

holy shit my arm is going to fall off.

butttt my tattoo looks awesome.

happy birthday freddie mercury.

2005-09-06T04:59:44Z

holy shit we sold so much black porn this weekend.

okay so maybe i like dancing at work. especially when we're playing the "we love disco" compilation...
and so maybe i like being told to "work it!" by black drag queens.
and maybe some really cute girl asked me for my number tonight.
and so maybe I LOVE MY JOBBBB.

i have an eight o'clock class in the morning, i am naked but i have to pee, i wish two people would call me back, and weston and i are hanging out tomorrow night.

and i'm spent.

ouch.

2005-09-04T14:38:51Z

so i was trying to save this bug from certain death (by my dog or cat), so i picked it up to take it outside and it BIT ME. it still hurts. fuck you. ungrateful bastard.

i know there's such a thing as sympathy crying, but is there sympathy anger? because if there is, i suffer from it.

i like a boy and a girl. it's kind of confusing, but it's nice being able to spend time with new, friendly people... it makes me happy. i'm not looking for a relationship, but dating is fun... i like being able to meet so many new people.

& country songs still have the best lyrics.

p.s. go buy the new eric clapton cd!

beauty and the moonlight.

2005-09-03T16:27:54Z

she is on the bed in the back of graham's car...

ouch.

such a cute boy.